Archive for January, 2004

COLD!!!!

Thursday, January 29th, 2004

It is sooooo cold out tonight. I hate it more than anything. I didn’t get back to my room tonight until 10:40pm, which means that I had to park far away. I had on a coat, a long-sleeved shirt, a sweater, jeans, my gloves, hat, a hood, and my scarf and I was still so cold that the snot inside my nose froze, my legs felt like they were going to fall fall off they were so numb, and my fingers are still trying to thaw. I hate it when the weather is this cold!!! I HATE freezing!!!

A Day Off

Wednesday, January 28th, 2004

Today I took a day off from everything. I called off work, slept in, and relaxed. I took a long peaceful shower, went with my family and Noel to go eat, and hung out with Noel the rest of the night. We saw The Butterfly Effect. It was a very interesting movie, I liked it, but the plot was crazy. After the movie we went to Krispy Kreme Doughnuts with Ryan and talked (Well they talked, I listened). Last Noel and I finished up season one of 24. The end was good, sad and upsetting to a degree, but good. I feel refreshed and happy. Now I will go take a bath, read a little from my book, and go to sleep.

One more thing:

(If, and only if, you have seen The Butterfly Effect will this make sense to you)

Noel told me today in the car that he “Would have done what Ashton’s character did in the movie for ‘her’, for me in that situation”. That is the sweetest thing I have ever heard. He is the most caring, sweet, and amazing person I know! I love you Hunny!

sunday

Sunday, January 25th, 2004

it is sunday. i just took a bubble bath to relax. i don’t know why i feel tense but i do. i feel like everything is happening so fast all the time, and all i do is just sit and watch it go by. whatever.

today i went to the gym with my family. they all have memberships but me. i agree to go when my mom tells me she will pay the $20 guest pass. i also had nothing else to do. they attend lifetime fitness in canton, which takes a half hour to drive to. we entered and i signed the guest past page. yes, it was a whole page of crap, like all this information in case i like went running around yelling, screaming, peeing in their pool, and breaking every weight machine i could find. i thought the whole process was insane. so i get in, and we head for the locker room where you put your coat, purse, what not. the locker room is huge i notice. bathrooms, showers, changing rooms, towels, and lockers are the normal thing one expects to find in a gym locker room. this one also included a sauna, tanning beds (free, which surprised me), a tv room with couches and lounge chairs, like ten hair dryers at every mirror, and a special container to dry your bathing suit. i was impressed. i almost felt like asking where the food bar was, until my sister pointed me to the vending machines in the far corner. we left the locker room and headed up the second floor. first we used the “black” machines. these were the ones that you walk, climb stairs, bicycle, and run on. i liked the stair machine. there where actual stairs on it, that disappeared at the bottom only to magically re-appear at the top. to the people that actually go a gym regularly, i want you to know that i am not familiar with all the “equipment” out, so if i am describing something that is new to me, like the stairs, and they have been around for say 10 years, ignore me. after the black machines we went over to the “white” machines. these where the muscle building machines. my mom and i went to the ab machine first. then we went around and tried everything. i saw my brothers across the room on another machine that i wanted to try, and i went over to them. the machine was different. it was high off the ground and to get on it you had to step on two steps and grab hold of two bars at the top. it was like a pull-up bar but not, because you place your feet on this bar, and the more weight you have pulling up, the easier it is to pull up your body weight. anyway, austin got off and i got on. i stepped up the stairs, grabbed hold of the bars, and stepped over to the bar. when i stepped on the bar i expected it to drop down, but it didn’t, it was still set to the weight austin had it set on, and i was so light that i didn’t even move it down. it was pretty funny. afterwards we went downstairs and got our swimming suits on. i wanted to swim laps but the pool was crowded. i ended up giving in to becky’s pleas to go down the water slide, which was kinda fun. next we sat in the hot tub, which was scolding hot. now we are done, and we head back into the locker room. little did i know it was “everyone who is big sit around naked day”. seriously, i have never seen so many naked, big, saggy women in my life. it was appalling. i wouldn’t have minded if they at least turned around or something, but they didn’t care, one even went and blow-dryed her hair! i dressed quickly while staring at the ground, and left. outside austin informed me that there was a huge man in his room shaving naked. this confirmed my so-called “day”. this was my day at the gym.

we then ate at fazoli’s, becky’s favorite restuarant. it was very crowded. i got the half of a turkey sub, which was bigger than a footlong at subway. it was good.

i came home and did some homework. it was way too loud in my house to do anything. i need quiet to study and read. monster’s inc. was playing on the big screen, joey was in the basement, which left my bedroom. i went upstairs, sat on my bed, and cracked open my books. before i knew it i was asleep. it was 7:00. i woke up at 8:30 and began to read again.

that was my sunday. very exciting. tomorrow is monday. i dread mondays because i have all 7 of my 8 classes on monday. they are back to back to back to back to back to back… i have no time to eat, which means that i eat during class. physics is a good class to eat in, it is a big class and there is a loud fan thing, i sit in the back with the other “eaters”. my last class last’s forever too. it is only 2 1/2 hours long, but it feels like 8. i did hear that in the weather report it is suppose to be freezing rain tonight, that would be kinda nice i guess, to have off the morning classes. like that’ll happen though.

i am off to do some more reading and fall asleep again, this time for good until morning. sorry this entry is so boring. if you read it all that is. have a good week everyone. goodnight.

24

Tuesday, January 20th, 2004

Noel has the first season of 24 (A TV show). We began watching it yesterday. There are 24 episodes in a season, each show being one hour of Jack Bauer’s life. Ever since the first show we have been hooked and it is getting out of hand. We are half way through season one. We have watched 12 hours of this show in the past 2 days. This is more TV than I watch in a week. Even with this being said, I want to watch more. It is so enthralling that all you can do is sit and watch it, show after show, only getting up to eat, use the bathroom, or switch positions on the couch. Since Noel has the season at his house, he is going to begin watching disk 4 without me. He will know what happens to the people who escaped “Ganes”, he will know if the Senator tells the Press about his son, he will know who dies next. He comforts me by telling me that when he is finished with a CD he will give it to me. This is not comforting. Noel is already talking about season 2. God help us.

A Tale From Austin:

Tuesday, January 13th, 2004

…I can only hope that these classes are not attendance-based, so I can go sit in the library and try to teach myself something new or that the classes have lots of people in them, so that I might be able to fall asleep and try to forget about this horrible monster that controls me and millions of others. This monster who eats your money and your time and forces you to endure boring lectures and makes you write long papers. This monster who repeats things to you over and over again, things you already knew like how to “copy and paste” or what the president does. This monster who, on occasion, teaches you something new, but new things you could have just as easily taught yourself. But all must listen to what the monster says, because the monster has a treasure chest in his cave. And in that treasure chest are the magical little items we call credits. And when you are nice to the monster and the monster is pleased with your obedience, he will toss you some of these credits. Only when you have collected enough credits, 2 or 4 or sometimes even 10 years worth, can you go forth into the wondrous world of employment. I envy you, Steph, because you are almost out of the grips of the awful monster. In another year or so you will have escaped the clutches of the monster. But woe is me, for I have another 3.5 years of slavery left before I am free of the grotesque monster. This monster who will steal 4 years of my life. This monster who shows no remorse. This monster called: College.

This was in an email Austin sent to me last week. I am so amused I feel the need to share this story with everyone.

I think he has much potential, it is funny, true, and from the one and only, Little Oust.